Try

(photo from weheartit)

A friend of mine use the picture above as her BlackBerry Messenger Picture, it's like a reminder for me.

I've been trying to "TRY"  this couple months, but it just.. I don't know. 

I'm still afraid that it will hurts so much. 

And this pain is still there, as well.

Earlier, I had a Q&A session with Paul van Dyk and Adam Young on Twitter. Paul answer to my question. I asked this to them:

"How to heal a broken heart?"

and Paul answered:

"Find a new love" 

He's right. But it's not as easy as you change your clothes. I've tried and always failed.

I don't know if it's me or something wrong between me and the guys or maybe I'm not ready yet, I don't know. 

Until yesterday, I met him.

I don't know if  the "TRY" will work this time.

I don't know if I call this feeling like, love, etc.

I only know this:

I'm looking forward to our next and more more more next meeting.