Try

(photo from weheartit)

A friend of mine use the picture above as her BlackBerry Messenger Picture, it's like a reminder for me.

I've been trying to "TRY"  this couple months, but it just.. I don't know. 

I'm still afraid that it will hurts so much. 

And this pain is still there, as well.

Earlier, I had a Q&A session with Paul van Dyk and Adam Young on Twitter. Paul answer to my question. I asked this to them:

"How to heal a broken heart?"

and Paul answered:

"Find a new love" 

He's right. But it's not as easy as you change your clothes. I've tried and always failed.

I don't know if it's me or something wrong between me and the guys or maybe I'm not ready yet, I don't know. 

Until yesterday, I met him.

I don't know if  the "TRY" will work this time.

I don't know if I call this feeling like, love, etc.

I only know this:

I'm looking forward to our next and more more more next meeting.

A Little Trip : Kids Playground

It starts when I was on Twitter and saw my friend's tweet about train station. I suddenly want to hop on train (I only ever been ride train for 1 time in my whole life). I told him that I want to join him to ride train. Turn out that he only pick someone up there. 

It's been a long long long time ago since I met him, probably 6-7 years ago. Why not try to ask him to go hang out together? I asked to myself. So after that, we talked and decided to ride a "train" at Kids Playground in my hometown, called Taman Lalu Lintas in the next day.

We arrived there around 1 pm and it's uber hot that day! And we finally meet again after 6-7 years! He looks a bit different, more taller and different hair from when he was on high school. First destination? Of course the train! The picture above is the train that we ride to. Spiderman, yeah! You have no idea how excited I am to ride the train! lol but seriously, I'm so excited! 

After that, we walk around the playground, watching some kids happily playing, listening to the performance that perform there, walk around again then sit on bench.

While we sit there, we also watch (or peek! lol) some kids swimming. Haha. Too many naked kids :p

Over all, it's really a nice afternoon! I had blast!

Thank you so much to this guy! :)

Peppermint Tea

Nothing beats a cup of Peppermint Dilmah tea.

So good!

It's super hot outside. Don't forget your umbrella! 

Have a great weekend :)

Once I told myself that this scars will always be there.
Once I told myself that it'll be hard for me to trust everyone again.
Especially someone.

A friend of mine told me that I shouldn't be like that.

A friend of mine told me that I have to try to trust everyone again.

Especially someone.

I'm wrong.

And she's right.

So here I am,

trying to trust without knowing it'll works or not.

It'll give my trust to everyone back,

or maybe not.